傻瓜 - 温岚

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句……
傻瓜

I MISS YOU . . .

I miss you,
when something really good happens,
because you are the one i want to share it with...

I miss you,
when something troubles me,
because you are the one who understands me well...

I miss you,
when i laugh and when i cry,
because you are the one who makes the laughter grow and the tear disappear...

Hard...!!!

Well...long time i didnot update my blog...Emm...dunno what to update...Emm...let me think first...OK!Well...new semester just started 3 week ago...,and i dunno how to concentrate in the class for my new semester subject...I really scared because the subject that i taken in this semester can consider more deep than last semester subject...i think i have to more hardworking, and study hard for this semester because i cannot study smart...Hope u guys can guess what i mean ...Just like last day and today ..., lecturer give us a group discussion ... and i really dunno how to concentrate on it and really no idea at all... why?!...play too much badminton?!...haha...unfortunately NOT!!!... Too early for me to concentrate??!!...haha...impossible!!!..i never think like that before...itziz because of Hari raya??!!!...haha...funny la...i also wan to celebrate meh...I think here and there...,Finally i know!!!...haha...is between myself and study problem...As someone said,i have too much confidence and i think i also no proper time management...haha...of cuz play too much badminton also but if i manage properly then badminton will be ok for me...Aiya...i also dunno...Must play less badminton start from now because so many people included my parent, cousin, grandma,friends and my lovely dog also say me like LOPAK liao...Aduh..really cannot liao...play 2 times per week is ok gua...i think i have to study hard from now because i just scolded by my dad because he said i play too much badminton and go here and there even didnot help do housework or help somethings that can let them see and satisfy....aduh...1 thgs he said really make me bo xim is..."i dunno u got go school or not de, see u like not goin...even u goin i also dunno u got gain somethings or not..." Wah!!!can u imagine ma!!! aduh...So..as i said, i wan study hard from now because he is the one that gain the money for me to study...Aduh!..say this all so suddenly...Hard to let me to start ler ho?!!
anyway...just try my best...
Well...i just stop here la...Lazy to type also...good night everyone and have a nice day...

Woww 6....

Wah!!!!Hey guys!!!! Try to look carefully...What was happening in the picture... I try to took this picture immediately when i pass by...Really scary people ar... The person that wear red color shirt are very happy and the another person are very enjoying...haha...This picture actually i took when i attended Loius birthday party at his house...The two people are his best friends and his classmate...
Can you imagine what are the two people doing....please leave comment....

Yup...NOT QUIT...

Today what i wanna to share is NOT QUIT....

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he/she might have won had he/she stuck it out,
Don’t give up through the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit,
It’s when things seems worse,
That you must not quit.

Woww..5

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平
请你尽力

Left 1 more week, school reopen...kinda nervous now...haha...
Just try my best la...score well in the next semester...
gotta go...but i haven sleep la..
find somethings to do...
tata~gud nite everyone....

Woww..4

12.10am....Well...just reached home awhile from many places...haha...Early in the morning around 8.30am...Going to campus actually is do those parent to Issac cuz he is going to KL for his further studies...haha...hope he will happy always and friendship forever...I feel very very tired now because i kena hujan and headache now....its ok ..,just let it be...Yaya...what i wan to share for today is.....Guess what...haha...Actually i do nothing for my mum in the 1st week holidays..,i really dunno what im thinking and what im doing...im really sorry to her ... i support to do those basic house work for her and let her more relaxing ...its ok...just let me do in this week...haha...the new semester is coming soon...,school reopen again ....i hope i can do some things that can let her relax or happy before i started my new semester...haha...guai ho...o..ok....To my friends too....new sem is coming soon...be prepared for the school reopen...and ready to welcome back our best friend...< Mr.pekchek >haha....but i think if we do our things with our best and on time...,i thk Mr.pekchek wont come to us...so..,friends...do ur best in the coming semester and fight with the Mr.PekChek...haha...JiaYou....

I capture some photo...i can guess when u saw then you will know when is the place...haha...

Located at bintawa...
next time go play....haha...

gotta go sleep now...
Tata~

Fine...

F i n e ~! ! ! . . . But I hope you know...i really worry about you...

Haha...i just injured my back bone again...
Damn Shit...!!!
Really have to take more rest...

okok...i go rest now...
Tata~

Congrats . . .! ! ! You are Proud Of You . . .

Haha. . .16th August . . .Early in the morning with the time of 2.27am . . . I'm sitting in front of my computer and just finished chat with friend . . . , She prefer go to sleep because very late already . . . I don't know to do now because i don't wan to sleep so early . . . But my both eye are very small now . . .haha . . .Dun care . . . Let me think 1st . . . oO.,ok...i prefer to write blog for the new post . . .Well . . . , what i wanna to share here is i cannot attend to my older brother graduation ceremony at Kuala Lumpur. . .I feel very sad and miserable because i cant go . . .It caused by my shit final exam . . .haha . . . Of cause my parent need to go and attending the ceremony. . . There go on 7th August but my brother graduation ceremony is on 8th august . . .Nice date, double eight . . .haha . . oO...ok . . ,i don't want to type those rubbish anymore because i cannot go . . .haha . . .i will show some photo that taken by my parent . . .

2nd brother, Mother, Older Bother, Father and my sister. . .
I dunno where they are . . .if i not mistaken . . ,they are at KLCC . . .

Same people . . . Just got a bit changes . . .

My cousin(Kimberly), and followed by My Mother,Bother, Father and my sister. . .

Ohya.., introduce a bit about my cousin...She also study in UCSI University but is at Kuala Lumpur Branch...She is taking Nursing course . . .Can find her when you going to UCSI University at Luala Lumpur . .

My brother friends . . . I don't know who are them . . .

Oo...ok...enough liao . . .late lo . . .Want go to sleep lo . . .
Good night to everyone . . .
Tata~

Woww . . 3

Well...just celebrated michelle's birthday at Yeow kee's Kopitiam located at Premier 101 . . . haha...Have a nice and happy celebrating with her and our friends . . . Around 20 people that celebrated her birthday . . .She feel very happy and even cry out at the same time . . .haha . . .Very gan dong . . . after celebrating her birthday. . . , we are going to play badminton at winner court around 9pm . . . i play 1 hours then go laio . . . haha. . .because very late and very tired. . . i reach home around 10.30pm and then go take bath straight away . . .after take bath. . , the bad mood came to me . . .
As im mentioned above, i feel very happy bacause we has celebrated michelle's birthday . . .ahaha . . .Actually everything go well but suddenly my bad mood came to me and feel very sad . . .Hiaz . . .actually i dunno what to do and i dare to tell you . . .its ok . . .i will try my best again . . .

A short post for today. . .
Feel very moody . .
Tata~

Holiday . . .

13th August . . .Yoyo...holidays now...feel very happy because finish exam already . . . Feel like wanna go wherever i want to go and do whatever i want to do . . . really feel like wanna go play badminton but i cant. . .,cuz my back bone injured so serious laio . . . like wan to patah laio. . . haha. . . but when i turn back to think back my exam . . . ,i feel very sad and wanna to cry because i don't know how to do for my management accounting . . . it will caused me get SUPP paper or B because my carry marks is 40 per 50 . . . only two choice . . . , SUPP or B . . .if my final paper get more than half of full marks then that's mean i will get B for my management accounting paper . . . Damn shit. . .i hope miss can give me half of full marks so i no need to have my SUPP paper. . . besides for this paper . . . ,i think will be fine for other 4 subjects . . . The next semester i has taken 5 subject again . . .so that i can go earlier from UCSI University kuching campus. . .haha . . Student life is very complicated and very pekchek . . .haha . . .i really hope i can quit earlier from the student life . . .but no choice . . . ,what to do . . .that is student life bah . . .haha. . . i think i must really concentrate and more hardworking for my coming semester so i hope i wont have the same problem like in this semester . . . If i can make it you also and done it . . . Everyone jia you Ya . . .
Well . . . , the next day, 14th August because the time now is 1.10am . . . Emm . . .,what i wan to write gor hoh . . .Let me think first Ya(i will continue later) . . .Oic . . . Recently, i feel very scare and tired because i dunno what i can do for you again . . .and i also still need your FEEDBACK . . .Haha . . .Ohya . . . ,michelle's birthday ah . . .let me sing birthday song for you . . .

Happy birth day to you . . .
Happy birth day to you . . .
Happy birth day to Michelle . . .
Happy birth day to YOU . . .


Haha . . .
i can guess i am the first person that wishing to you bah . .

Woww. . . 2.15am lo . . .tomorrow have to wake up at 6.30am ah . . .
Have to go sleep now . . .
Tata~

Woww..2

在 外 想 你 的 心 情 . . .
不 愿 意 看 你 在 生 气 . . .
可 我 却 不 能 在 你 身 边 安 慰 . . .
想 你 从 前 依 偎 在 我 怀 里 . . .
想 你 生 气 时 噘 嘴 的 样 子 . . .
我 真 的 很 害 怕 又 很 伤 心 . . .

都 是 我 的 错 . . .
请 你 原 谅 我 . . .
为了你 受 再 多 的 委 屈 都 值 得 . . .
本 想 给 你 我 们 的 未 来 . . .
可 代 价 却 是 两 地 的 分 离 . . .
只 能 够 用 思 念 互 相 祝 福 . . .

都 是 我 的 错 . . .
请 你 原 谅 我 . . .
为了你 我 会 更 加 珍 惜 自 己 . . .
只 要 我 们 的 心 还 在 一 起 . . .
岁月会 有 无 数 的 奇 迹 . . .
我 爱 你 . . .
谢 谢 你 . . .

Woww. . .

我 爱 的 人 是 她 不 爱 我 的 人 . . .
其 实 我 没 说 谎 话 . . .
真 的 爱 你 . . .
但 求 你 别 拖 . . .
求 你 别 软 弱 . . .
求 你 说 出 口 . . .
我 们 说 清 楚 一 句 话 就 够 . . .
那 不 是 很 好 了 吗 . . .
但 我 还 是 要 说 . . .
其 实 我 还 是 爱 你 . . .

HAha...Finally i can write Chinese...Wow...i cant believe i can write Chinese since after my primary school . . . haha...

Well...today go well as usual . . .just only have a bit bored at campus because i decide go campus do my revision . . . Actually i go campus with my small eye and my little dreams . . . Go there to have a nap . . . but Cannot say i din do nothing again because i really got do a bit my management accounting revision . . . Really feel tired . . .Hey friends . . , everything have been done already except for our coming final exam . . . Wake up wake up wake up . . . Study study study . . . hey friends again . . , do our revision now on and study hard . . . i promise myself have to study hard from now and from this second . . .Do our revision together OK? . . . Can promise???haha....

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY

Anyway . . ,JIA YOU . . .

For other of thing . . , i wont so easily to give up . . .unless you want me to do so . . .
As stated Chinese words above . . , i hope you really know what i wanna to tell you . . .
HAha...have to start my revision Now . . .
Tata~

Dead . . .

I'm brainless . .
I'm useless . . .
I'm noob . .
I'm not dare . . .
I'm stupid . . .
I do everything's but not obvious for you . . .
I'm really sweat . . .
What should i do . . . Please . . . I know you know what i wanna to know . . .

Puppy are very sad . . .

Finally . . . Dead . . .

Sad Puppy . . .

Well....31 July, friday..., 12.50 p.m at library computer lab...not go well to me...Very tired...Have to go campus earlier to do my BRM project and decide wan to do my revision...But last last..,i do NOTHING...!!!FxxK...It is because. . . As you can see...

Yup..,that's my felt for today...
And also I need your feedback. . . I dun care whatever answer u will gave but i just want to know your answer . . .

Anyway, A very short post for today...

Tata~

29 July

This post will be a short post for today...Emm..., final exam is around the corner and i haven start my revision...,even my BRM project also haven started yet.., hope my friends can help me....Really feel sad and STRESS....Hope i can finish it as soon as possible..,then i can do my revision earlier....This few days i did not go out to take my lunch...There will few reason why i prefer not having my lunch...haha...

1) keep fit..,Of cause...

2) lazy...

3) keep playing pingpong...

4) Emm..,saving money...haha..

5) lazy to drive...

6) scare block by police cuz of my car...

7) wan do project but didn't do...

Today does not go well as usual and feel very tired and feel Sorry....Sorry for today i did something wrong, bad, and shocking attitudes to you...After i did it..,i feel very sorry and straight turn to my mind and tell myself that " Why i do it like that?!.., I did somethings that let people dun like it again.., i feel sad to myself " Anyway.., very sorry and apologize to you...

Ahh.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!USELESS..............!!!!!!!!!!

Tata~

28 July, My Valentine . . .

If there were no words, no way to speak . . .
I would still hear you . . .
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside . . .
I'd still feel for you . . .
And even if the sun refused to shine . . .
Even if romance ran out of rhyme . . .
You would still have my heart . . .
Until the end of time . . .
You're all i need, MY LOVE . . .

All of my life . . .
I have been waiting for . . .
All you give to me . . .
You've opened my eyes . . .
And shown me how to love unselfishly . . .
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before . . .
But in my dreams i couldn't love you more . . .
I will give you my heart . . .
Until the end of time . . .
You're all i need, MY LOVE . . .

Dewan Undangan Negeri, Sarawak

Well...Every things go well as usual today..,Emm..,Only wake up so early around 6.50 a.m because need to fetch my little cousin go to school at 7.30 a.m..so.., today i reach campus at 8.20 a.m...nothing to do but actually is many things have to do just very lazy wan to do it...class started at 4p.m but at between, i do two times on modeling project,it is because 1 for justin..after do finish modeling project, i continued do my entrepreneurship project(hard copy)..besides do my project.., i also play ping pong, chit chat, and walk here and there..Dunno what to do..., and wait until 4p.m to start my class...now i very scare of my business research method project...i haven start yet and the due date is next week...what should i do?!!....Emm..,Actually is a moody day for me..Let forgot it..

what actually i wan to share for today is....Guess what?!.....

(Having my dinner actually...)

Mum: "ern, Later you wan go waterfront?.., there got some performance..."
Me: "emm, go with who?..."
Mum: "neh...(pointing)..., but you have to drive because your dad very tired.."
Me: "emm, ok la.."
Mum: "later you drive, you must careful because most of the roads will traffic jam..."
Me: "o..ok.."
Finally..., we go waterfront....

Actually today is "Dewan Undangan Negeri, Sarawak" opening ceremony....
haha...i just went home and i took many of the picture....i try to show to you guys...










Those are the photo that i have taken...actually a lot but not clear...so not going to paste it out...
Hope u guys enjoy this post...
Tata~good night...

Lie by my mum....

Emm...Let me think first...Well..,every things go well today and nothing happen to me accept those small case...Today i wake up at 7 a.m early in morning...I have to go help my mum at 3 miles kopitiam...Around 1.30 p.m, i went to play badminton with UCSI badminton club..., there will be the last gathering for this semester...But will continue on the coming semester...We started play around 2 p.m to 4.30 p.m. Then, i straight go home because feel very tired. I take 25 min to reach home. When i reached, my mum told me that we have dinner at ...(Dunno where, somewhere located at beside sukan arena, actually is house wedding dinner...)...i take 1 hour to prepare my self and wear cincai cincai because my mum say go eat nia, no need wear so smart...Then i said OK lo..,cuz i also very tired and lazy to wear so smart....We take 30 min to reach there...after 30 min, finally reached...When reached, i saw so many cars there and so many people...I saw so many chinese, malay, Iban, bidayuh and finally saw 1 tamil...haha...actually is wedding dinner at their house....I felt so (siao lee) because so many people wear smart smart and i wear cincai cincai...haha...What to do?!!....Finally.., i just went into the house and take somethings(buffet) to eat...i take so many things to eat because i feel very hungry...eat until i always say HAIZ.......HAIZ......HAIZ....haha...TOO FULL!!!

What i wanna to tell here is actually we having MIX COUPLE WEDDING DINNER, Malay VS chinese...Let me show some photo that i have taken...I Dunno what was going on actually...
and i first time saw such things....
BACA i think...

This is the second photo that i have taken at the same time...
At that time, so many people are inside the room and i was very very hot...^^

PLEASE.....

I feel tired . . .
I feel bored . . .
I feel angrily . . .
I feel moody . . .
I feel heated . . .
I feel exhausted . . .
I feel temperamental . . .
when you not reply me when i sms you . . .
when you not answer my call when i calling you . . .

I really felt myself very stupid . . .
When i do somethings that helping you but you like no response . . .
When i not reply you as you did . . .
Then . . .
You tell others people that i did it to you. . .
When i not answering your phone same as you not answering my phone that you did . . .
Then . . .
You tell others people i did it to you . . .

I really dunno what kind of friends that you have to be . . .
Can you felt my feeling . . .
Finally . . .
You did not . . .
Hey Friend . . .
Please appreciate your friends beside and behind you . . .
PLEASE......

Please read my previous post . . .
then . . .
You will know . . .
What I'm trying to say to you. . .

Good night everyone....Tata~